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[Mar. 12th, 2006|12:36 am] |
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i hate when things arent obvious. cause its hard enough for me when they are. ya. im done |
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[Mar. 7th, 2006|07:12 pm] |
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sooo. couple thoughts... why do people have to be sooo...unobtainable? why do i have to be injured? why cant i.... do many things. why wont things just get simple. i think i like being told what to do cause thinking for myself and stuff involves some tough choices or decisions. with in reason i like it. no running tomorrow. YAY! i get to sleep like 2 more hours. i really should do my math. i can think of maybe 4 people i totaly want to "jump their bones" sorry just thought of it. i made a pretty picture of a flower today. im very slow in the dark room. i need to do math. i feel like hurling. you hurt me. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2006|06:33 pm] |
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so i feel like sharing this. it might just be VD in the air(you know you its fun to say) but i think i like some one. i feel pretty. shy and it sucks but oh well. maybe ill ask her to junior prom. could be fun. hm. we will see. i got a flower today. from jordan.... thats pretty much it. lame... stupid people |
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[Feb. 1st, 2006|09:32 pm] |
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"a new chapter in your life is being written" so if this wasnt true. would that mean you are dead? some chapters in books are boring. sorry random thought. i like jones soda |
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[Jan. 19th, 2006|11:06 pm] |
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i was reading old entries. its kinda fun.
so. things have been all around lately.
i cried once.
i was happy a few times
other then the one time i wasnt horrible sad
i am still confused and lost on what to do right now though
i just want simplicity
tired of decisions and working and all this
why cant i just find a nice girl that likes me. isnt crazy. i like her. she be pretty. and we are happy. hm. complete dream. oh well
its 11ish. i should go to bed. i need a shower kinda badly. i need to set up my schedule caus ei dont have a full one right now. im done
tell me what i should do
guide me
hi
mikey |
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[Jan. 15th, 2006|12:53 pm] |
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i dont hate any one. im not very mad at any one. i get over things. i can move on. i just want some reassuring.sadly my mood hasnt changed the most since i went to bed. usualy il have a shitty day or night. sleep and forget about it or feel beter but nothing has gotten cleared u yet soo im still at least halfway bad. oh well. i want some friends. any one want to hang out with me? |
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[Jan. 15th, 2006|02:16 am] |
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ya dances arent for me. they showed up 2 hours after they said they would. jada very barely talked to me. it sounds like she was the reason for it and might even sound like she didnt want me there too. maybe. and i just feel shitty shitty. i need a hug. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2006|10:07 pm] |
even if i have the best night of my life tonight if i ever leave. i hope someone knows how liek shit i felt tonight before i actualy left. i kinda feel like i want to cry. i dont do that to often do i? welll hm. lets say this. FUCK YOU! may be to early to say anything i know and sorry if i end up loving it. but. at the moment my head wants to say it. and i have to let it out. you dont want me exploding do you. so i said it. FUCK YOU! i feel so loved right now. not invited to dinner? not told you are going to be an hour and a half later than you said you would be. "no rush" FUCK YOU!call me. im jtus in abad mood. i feel so loved. i feel so. like that loser kid that waits all night for their date and they never come. sure i dont have a date but what ever. sure you didnt forget about me you did forget to tell me how you would be late. you have a phone. oh ya ill walk there int he cold. in my halffinished peive of shit suit that is falilng apart and wouldnt prttect me fromt he wind or cold. if it rains its falling apart even mroe than it already is.
FUCK!
i hope the night turns out good so i can ignore this entry. and just have it be one of my bad moments but. you never know some times. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|01:33 am] |
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soo i want to call people right now but considering its like 1:30 im not sure if i should. its new years right? it should be allowed?ill just wait untill tomorrow. so whitney called me today. i feel a little bit like an ass. cause i was completely not paying attention cause i was finaly out of the house and playing a game at tonys and distracted. i hopewe get to hang out when she gets back. also hope i get to hang out with other people i havent seen all break like tomorrow or monday. ok. well. im bored. what the hell is worng with the world. why arent my friends on at 1:30. you guys suck |
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[Dec. 21st, 2005|07:56 pm] |
i havent updated this thing in a while. things are going on. i saw cassie for the first time in a month today. it was a little weird. we have the farm back. um. i broke up with cassie. i was interesed in an oly girl for a while but she became involved with some one soo that ended. im a LITTLE just kinda confused on every thing. but. i think im happy. im trying to look at life positivily. follow johns advice on the... shit happends. good times. dont let stuff get you down because it just makes it worse to elt it get to you. ya. bye bye
i dont want to put a lot of time into this thing
i need some good movies.
mikey |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2005|04:03 pm] |
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sooo i got to listen to 2 girls tell me how emo the other one was being. i got a kick out of it. so im confused a little... who should i trust. sooo either im trusting and gullable or not trusting and..... ya not trusting. and thats not a good thing sooo. hm. oh well. lets sit back and watch. maybe get a little popcorn. you know the drill. peace |
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[Nov. 14th, 2005|09:09 pm] |
do people do these any more? or at least very often. i remember back in the day. it was the cool thing to do. or. maybe not but a lot of people still did it. I havent updated in a while but. im happy im good. so i dont really got much who wants to hear about happy? like with news... your dont hear about a family having a nice dinner. or other stuff.. sure osme times you do. and this is liek one of those some times. but the majority of stuff is bad sad. death killing. almost killing death drowning burning rape. all that fun stuff. but. im going to complain about something. i know its all a joke and he probably appreciates that i get it or what ever but. the whole stratton thing. he totaly is out to get me i swear. just waiting for the time when i dont get something or cant do something(or maybe in thinking of jason). I have a calc test tomorrow. i should do good on it. i like how one of the one classes i like some what. is my worst grade. its not a bad grade. its like an a- or a b+ but what ever i can get that up. i didnt take winter pictures. but john took his camera. i like cassie a lot. so far things are good. you know. working on a month now. thats pretty good for me. i need to wash clothes i havent done that in like 2 weeks. well im bored of this. have a nice night day evening morning. what ever the hell it is when you read this.
xoxo,
mikey |
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[Nov. 1st, 2005|08:45 pm] |
so that is really sad. ok. some one died. that is horrible. i saw that guy.... once. wow. and because he died. the concert is canceled tomorrow. another sad thing. um. just wanted to let you know. drummer from bayside died in a car accident. well. ill see you all later |
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[Oct. 30th, 2005|02:33 pm] |
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grumble grumble grumble. i need to write an essay and something else. i forget at the moment. so i think ive decided. this thing most people just use it to either complain or brag about something. maybe im wrong. but. just what ive noticed. most people complain or brag about something. but what else is there to really say and still be some what interesting. ok have a nice day. lol im listening to outkast |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2005|02:57 pm] |
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im happy. i wore all clothes i had done things to... the half and half jacket i made last night. the shirt i added stuff to. the pants i made. fine i didnt make socks and shoes but those dont count. i like cassandra a lot. i think i made this jacket lopsided. i need to film movie today but.... guh. im to lazy . i dont wanna. i want to just sleep. sleep sleep sleep. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
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i wonder if my dad gave me this money cause he could see the water iny my eyes and tell that i was choking back tears? i dont want to talk about it. nothing is wrong im... peachy...*fake smile* |
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[Oct. 5th, 2005|09:32 pm] |
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ok. it doesnt get bigger it only gets smaller right? or neither. right? is there a limited amount of things you can actualy remember nad hold in your brain? like if you lived for ever...would you remembered to remember forever ago ro would things eventualy disappear or get pushed out? i was just bored and thinking off any topic... so i hate it when i completely space for no reason. cause like if some one is talking to me when i do it. i dont know what they say and so i have to ask them to repeat themselves and then it completely soudns liek i dont care or pay attention to them at all and blah blah. and thats not a good thing. i bleached a pair of pants today. and. for all you out there that mgiht care and might not know. i like kelly. have a nice evening. day morning night what ever the hell it is for you when you see this or if you even do see it |
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[Oct. 5th, 2005|03:08 pm] |
lol i was bored.
some times you can feel like your in deep shit. but just remember how shallow everyone is and youll realize theres no threat of drowning and things will go on
ya. um so. music |
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|06:01 pm] |
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so. its good i didnt take the whole dumping thing to hard. i think i like some one already. at least a crush. but im not sure if anything will happen.... maybe? isnt this some other band? but.... just like..... cut and.... cheaters. i took a nap today... i for some strange reason went to sears? and a lady working there asked if i was there for a job... and...i went to visisitn gnurses and completely lost track of time and... everything and wa slike... wow have i been in here for what seems a really long time. or has it not really beent hat long.. holy shit i was tired... felt like just collapsing. i even ahd to sit down. i even felt like i ahd beent here and left and came back but i hadnt. it was weird... i cam home and layed down adn took a nap...woke around 5:30 my house sucks for gatherings....t here is nothing to do. tv is small... room is small...i use a lot of ...'s have a nice day |
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